To look at my life as it was, as it is, and as it will become, is like looking into the lives of three complete strangers. Though they are strangers they have resided in the same shell of a body….one would call a human being. A girl. Brown hair. Average weight (at one point in time, underweight, but that is beside the point). I awoke this morning with an urgent burden upon my heart which somehow brought me to this little desk of mine; In hopes of unfolding the beliefs that have, in this point in time, made their way into the crevices of my mind. I guess we could both say I am attempting to take a walk through my own mind. It is not a simple creature. When it comes to the smarts, maybe, but in the big picture of it all complexity reigns throughout these walls and hallways. In this journey that takes place through my mind and in my mind (at the same time) I imagine myself walking through a maze of empty, well lit, office cubicles. I am wearing a dress. I also have shaven legs. As I am walking through these spaces I stumble upon boxes. They are not just sitting in a cluster for all to see. They are spread out and hiding and I am on the look out to find them, for inside them resides the remaining and leftover beliefs which have at one point been mine. For now my beliefs are stored away in boxes, and that explains why I am wearing a dress, with shaven legs, walking through empty, well lit, office spaces. I expect to come across the boxes of my past, the boxes of my now, and I will continually be on the search for the boxes of my future, but they will be a little harder to spot because most likely by the time I reach tem they will have became a box of my “now”. In simple words, I am on the search of knowing my beliefs and recognizing the beliefs I once held close.
-Krista
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